What I learned today.

Today, I learned that I need to find a job where I will surrounded by intellectually advanced people. Because, I honestly don't fit in anywhere. I'm not a stupid blatant socialite liberal, but I'm also not a smart intelligent person. But I am to close to the later to ever fit in with the previous. So I'll just have to work hard, something I never do, and get there. And so maybe I'll go into actuarial science, I can study for 10 years, work, and be surrounded be other people working hard. But thats funny because I had wanted to go into international business, but I'm not meant to travel to all these places and meet all these people. I love people, I love beauty, and I love this world. But none of them love me. Gina even said that most of the time I just hurt her. So seriously. I basically am I cold hearted bitch, and I've known that for a while, but I guess its more clear now. I honestly don't know why I am on this earth half the time. All i have to offer is my blatant opinion and a shitty time. Honestly, I just don't belong anywhere.