What I learned today.

Today, I learned that I need to find a job where I will surrounded by intellectually advanced people. Because, I honestly don't fit in anywhere. I'm not a stupid blatant socialite liberal, but I'm also not a smart intelligent person. But I am to close to the later to ever fit in with the previous. So I'll just have to work hard, something I never do, and get there. And so maybe I'll go into actuarial science, I can study for 10 years, work, and be surrounded be other people working hard. But thats funny because I had wanted to go into international business, but I'm not meant to travel to all these places and meet all these people. I love people, I love beauty, and I love this world. But none of them love me. Gina even said that most of the time I just hurt her. So seriously. I basically am I cold hearted bitch, and I've known that for a while, but I guess its more clear now. I honestly don't know why I am on this earth half the time. All i have to offer is my blatant opinion and a shitty time. Honestly, I just don't belong anywhere.

I have been feeling homesick lately. And I just found out that the group of people I hang out with at lunch don't like to hang out with people unless they are really close friends with them. But I did have a good time in Alcover with my friend at her house. And my birthday is in three days so I am getting really excited about that!

Today is what my dad described as the Fourth of July for Catalonia. People are walking around the streets with their Catalonian flags and have their faces painted in such. I don't think we are partaking in any kind of celebration though, I really wish we were. I saw a large crowd of people while on a walk today all gathered around a building and random streets were blocked off and protected by cops. Oh well! haha, I guess I'll never know!

Welcome to Spain where we don't speak spanish

My host family met me at the airport in Barcelona with a large sign that said "Welcome", "Bienvenida" and "Benvinguda". Since I will be living an hour away from Barcelona, I will be speaking Catalan with my friends and Spanish in my house. Do I know Spanish, not really. Do I know Catalan, not at all. So it's safe to say that I will be spending the whole year widening my vocabulary. Buenas Suerte. Or should I say, "Bons Sort!"